Wednesday, 26 July 2017

30th

I am a known dramatic, ecstatic, masayahin person and it amplifies times 100 whenever I'm celebrating my birthday.

What happened:
1.my husband's package came. he gave me a new gadget. A Google Home! He really knows I need a companion here in Dublin.
2. Ian my BFF and I spent July 25th in a salon. He went with me to buy a printer (same as what I have in Dubai) and we capped the day with Raspberry Mocha drink from Squires (a cafe in front of The Spire)
3. Spent my actual birthday with Joheart, my BFF number 1 here in Dublin. We were from the same batch of nurses from Dubai. He helped me a lot with the gruesome process of application for Dublin. We ate in a rooftop restaurant in Hardcourt in town. Super nice!!
4. Bought new clothes!!!
5. ate spaghetti (bolognese, sadly not my mom's spag), pizza with special cheese ang sarap!, and Magnum ice cream. Birthday...complete <3

so there you go. my 30th birthday. :)

so being emo as I am, I am currently reflecting where am I really in this universe... oops let's minimize it up to my present existence. masyado malaki yun universe. where am i really in my life. 30 years to look back. ang daming days, minutes and seconds na noon. am i serving my purpose in this lifetime? am I really in a correct path? am I really for nursing? o diba 8 years of practice, I'm still questioning that one.

30 and I'm sooo sooo grateful. I'm thankful that God saves me all the time. I have the best people to back me up. I have the best family in the world. I'm the happiest child but I was throwing tantrums all the time pa din dati (really, I cant get my self even now haha). I have the best husband on the planet earth. And, I got few cool friends but really QUALITY ones.

I realized now that
1. we cant live alone, no matter how introvert I am, I need a few skype session to maintain my sanity.
2. we need to choose well. we should never allow ourselves to be trapped by other people who have internal motives.
3. nobody gets killed by hard work... sabi ng masahista kanina. but I did give her the pun that the only person who will get killed is the one working too hard hehe
4. take care of the self. if comfort can be bought, buy it...
5.  LOVE MORE!!! tell it to be more often. coz life is fleeting. I still remember blowing my 10th-year bday cake... now i am 30...

as you see, it is not all about the achievements, how much money we make, and promotions/career. it all boils down to being happy with one's personal life.

wishes:
1. have more friends outside of work
2. be physically fit
3. learn more new things
4. keep my loved ones with me for the longest time
5. be closer to the people i love.